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all of the CED’s i’ve had pretty much sucked, apart from that one about stonehenge

November 10th, Tuesday 5:40 PM

Today was curriculum enhancement day. May i say it was more than unpleasant? If that’s the teacher’s idea of ‘fun’ and ‘great’, then i wonder what kind of sad, sad world they live in.

I mean it could’ve been okay, but there was too much to do in too little time, and it was pretty stressing for a lot of us. (well, at least for the people who actually tried to do some work)

So anyways, i know at times i am:

- competitive

- bossy

- short-tempered

- stressful to work with

So i don’t blame the people who’ve worked with me who think this. (i’m going to try to stop being so bossy and let other people take initiative, and i’m also going to try to stop being so short-tempered. I probably won’t shut my mouth though if someone is really being an ass) But what i don’t like is when someone who, just because they probably don’t really like me and is a stubborn-ass, thinks their idea is most definitely correct and doesn’t believe me when i’ve repeatedly told them that they are in fact wrong, and when i finally prove to them that they are wrong, they still try to justify themselves by saying flimsy excuses, and when i slowly explain how they are wrong with the help of someone and they finally realize the sad truth that they are wrong they just say “Okay, fine i’ll just do whatever you tell me to do. Since you’re right and you’re the boss.” and then they walk away and just give up and do nothing and who, throughout the day was pessimistic and uncooperative.

I mean, sometimes this person can be okay, but seriously, why must this person be so annoying whenever i work with this person? This person is the type of person who has a big mouth and says “Oh we’re not going to win blahblahblah” when they aren’t even putting any real effort into it. Rather than complaining all the time, why don’t you actually do something to help make us at least ‘not lose’ if we’re ‘not going to win’?

It’s all big-talk and no action.

Anyways, thankfully today in kampung run there wasn’t the annoying pestering lady, but it was still f-ing tiring and we took an- unpleasant but better than the one before -route. I think next term i might take yoga (with imustbeforeign, maybe?) and also i my parents are going to make me start my piano lessons again. I don’t really mind since i’m trying to learn a new song anyways.

I need to shower now, then eat, and then do my damn history poster. Hopefully i’ll have time to read freakonomics after, but i’m not sure since i procrastinate a lot. Sigh. Till next time.

P.S. The world is full of hypocrites, including myself, of course.